Salam.
Woke up so early today. Plan to sort out my office with many records updating on students exam marks, tests, assignments, assessments and of course attendance July 2009 to july 2010. Must sort out this fast. Audit coming again and again. Osshh! I hate it but what can I do ?
2) After breakfast my wife and I went to the Parit Raja market. So small a market. I remember this type of market in the japanese old time in Kelantan. Barely nobody was there except mem and me .. dark/ scarry/ wet market //smelly// shoppers were not out yet there at 0700 am. My wife busy today because she got her newly married nephew visiting us. Actually it is a custom for us to receive this type of visit by the newly married couple since my wife is up there in her heritage culture, chart. In kelantan it is called 'mengenal menantu'. O yes my face is also there smiling but a bit sleepy. Laugh. My wife loves cooking ... I know her great attribute 30 years ago. Now since she has got some cash from her children (who are working) who am I to ask and ask.. up to you yang to cook.. make sure its good .. n a bit sweetty plz example masakan krutuk daging tu plz. I love that. O yes my mum is also here.
3) Now i am in my office. I just lock it because I do not want anybody to disturb my focus. Yes just organizing my files, lesson plans n many more. O my god ..so many .. attendance sheets went missing. OMG! sweat n fear spellt out on my face right now but .. i know how to invent stories/attendance issues. My old friend taught me years ago ...."...if u got stuck with the audit ..just say ..
4) Hope I can stay here in my office up to lunch. God willling all the fear will go away once and for all. He..he..
thats life .. u must learn it my students.
Salam.
Today is friday 9th July 2010. Drizzling out there. Syukur I went to the subuh prayer in the nearest mosque from home. Parit Haji Salleh Ros Parit Raja. According to a hadith , the greatest virtue praying in the mosque is to attend dawn prayer in your mosque. If anybody were to know the greatest reward , it is through attending the dawn prayers in the dark of the night. In fact sicked prophet muhammad s.a.w insisted his companion to help him .. going to the subuh prayer in congregation. 27 times better than to pray alone at home.
After the prayer, I went home and type somthing for tazkirah (discussing on islamic values) in my faculty. the title of the talk is sincerety in intention and practices. In the eyes of Allah, He only accepted our good deeds that are merely done for his sake only. Period. if we do things for show, fame and glory .. then all those deeds are rejected and we r going to be thrown into hell. So simple right?
But how to get sincereity? I have talked with great 'ustaz' ..he concluded that .. one is not yet sincere if he talk big about sincerity because this is judged by Allah alone. Nobody else. it is diificult to attain this sincerity because as an ustaz he was paid handsomely say RM2000 when talking for a popular TV station. See ..he was paid? So how to get sincerity?
Easy. three points. Check it - Before an action, middle of the action and at the end of the action. If the intention is pure for Allah's own sake .. say alhamdulilah.. eslseif it is for RM2000 per sitting in front of the TV channel .. then correct your work and say astaghfirullah ..and change your intention as soon as possible,. Then pray to Allah that he will accept our good deed today. the greatest good deed is to serve our old parents. Try to smile to them when they woke up in the early morning. Try. Can you do that? If your parents can smile it back to you .. then insyallah yu are going to have a great friday today else .. talk nicely to them// get good food for them// buy new dress for them// take then for a bath // pamper them as they had done so to you willingly when u were very young before // love them from the bottom of your heart / if u look them so thin and weak .. don't worry .. it is still your mum and dad ..nobody else/ be proud to have them living with you .. because according to the Nabi Muhammad s.a.w disgrace is one who has old parents but they left this world without you serving them as good as they had done to you earlier on in yor baby stage.. thats why in the quraan there are so many ayats about doing good to our parents..
Wallahu alam. Be nice today ..will you?
Salam.
Selasa yang lalu saya ke UIA P.Jaya. Urusan anak belajar di sana. Dia nak tukar kursus dari bio sains ke medic. Maka buat lah anak saya temujanji dgn Dekan dia. Saya diminta datang sebagai 'pengeras' sahaja. Serupalah ..if kita meminang anak dara org .. rombongan akan ajak beberapa org tua sebagai ..teman dan .. pengeras semangat rombongan pinangan itu sahaja. Di Malaysia, if ada org tua .. cara berunding ..adalah sikit berbeza if tiada org tua di dalam rombingan tersebut.
2) Penat jugak ..kita jadi orang tua ni. Tak nak layan , anak , di layan ..penat sangat badan ini. Maklumlah .. bila sudah berumur .. tubuh dan urat-urat tak sesegar dulu dah. Saya naik bas sahaja. Bertolak dari rumah jam 0730 pg dan sampai kesana jam 2ptg. Pulang ke johor sampai jam 10 mlm. ptg tadi - terus masuk jumpa dekan dgn anak saya. Discuss punya discuss dia setuju jer ..plan asal anak ni..tetapi .. dia dapati dah ada queuing list applicants dari berbagai-bagai bidang nak masuk medic jugak. Aduhai! tetapi dia mintak anak saya refer to Puan Sabrina pulak. Macam-macam ..procedures/ protocol. That day Madame Sabrina was out and away. So as a dad .. just got to wait ..and pray. What to do right? we must show our cool..
3) Hari ni .. anak cakap .. Madame tu bilang .. dia keberatan nak masukkan anak saya ke dalam medic kerana senarai dah terlalu ramai/panjang. Tengoklah ..buat lah sembahyang hajat banyak2 .. n berusaha sungguh-sungguh. Macam2 boleh terjadi. Tengok sahajalah Brazil dan Argentina.. semua dah terkeluar dari senarai World Cup 2010 Championship ini. Aleh-aleh Spain n Holland jer .. Anything can happen in this life.
4) Esok konvo saya. Konvo saya yang pertama dalam hidup saya sebagai pelajar. Dulu degree dan masters tak sempat konvo kerana tugasan tabligh/ takasa agama banyak sangat di England. Now, saya .. kurang keluar lagi .. so can konvo lah. Tak apa lah .. kena konvo ..tunjuk kat anak ..kita berumur pun boleh lagi blajar macam org2 muda. Syukurlah. Harap kalian doakan saya sihat dan dapat mengambil segulung ijazah Doktor Falsafah itu. Kat univsiti , tak ada PHD .. tak leh confirm jawatan lecturer universiti. Depa katalah. Entah?
Oklah.. esok saya sambung lagi. All this writing is just a small drop of water .. seperti se ekor burung curahkan setitik air ke dalam api yg besar dek melawan selautan tulisan yg dashat/kotor di dalam internet. Sekurang-kurangnya di akhirat kelak .. saya boleh bercakap dgn Allah .. saya cuba juga menulis sesuatu yang baik untuk diri saya sendiri dan semua umat nabi muhammad s.a.w. Muga2 kita sama2 ambil teladan yg baik ini jika adalah. Kelemahan apa apa di dalamnya adalah semuanya dari kejahilan saya sendiri.
Sekian. Wasallam.